I have purchased a new bed and new bedding. I bought myself two new robes and nightgowns. I have an apt to have my hair colored. I'm getting my carpets cleaned. I bought some new sketch books and markers and they are all organized next to my new bed. I'm almost ready with ten days to go! So what to do with my extra time? I am working hard on cleaning my house. Every single nook and cranny!
It makes NO sense to be doing the things I am doing such as filing that had piled up for the past eight years. I guess you would call this nesting. I should be out walking the dogs and spending time with my kids. But no, I'm obsessed with having my life in total order before the surgery.
This was bed delivery day before the bed was made up for sleeping in. But Mayzie wanted to try it out.
And with that, I will publically admit that I am scared to death. Some days it seems real and I have a lot of anxiety. Other days I can't comprehend it all so I feel fine (denial). But over all, I'm a bit of a mess as I anticipate what is going to come after my ten day countdown. I am looking very forward to when I am home sleeping in my new bed and the worst is behind me!
I hope you are all having a great week and thanks for coming to visit me. Suzy